I'm sorry.

I now know what it is like to be kicked into a corner and completely left by your best friend. And I am truely sorry I did that to you… I miss you… and your family… and your dog… and your horse… and your hammock… and all the AMAZING times we had together… I miss going to your games because we were all each other had… I miss eating pork chops and turtle weenie (tortellini)… I miss swimming in your pool… I miss riding our bikes to class and going on “dates” when we got inside… I miss the summer when we would sit inside CVS because it was the closest place to us that had air conditioning… I am SO sorry about how we stopped being BEST FRIENDS, how I just told you I didn't like you and that was that… It wasn't cool…it was bitchy… and now I know what it feels like…it feels like PURE shit… I'm so sorry… Tell your parents i'm sorry I was a bitch to you… tell your brother to please forgive me if we ever do hang out again because I know how protective of you he is… </3