I usually don’t get all butthurt about this type of stuff. I legit got happy to go out last night. It seemed (at least to me) that I was invited to chill with some new people. I guess that wasn’t the case. The whole situation may have not been intentional.. I still was left feeling not wanted. I am sure some of you know that feeling of when you’re not wanted or needed.. It’s such a shitty feeling.
I am one of those people who are set in their ways. I figured I’d break out of that for the night to just go try new things. To meet new people… Like always it backfires on me.
I will be over this by the morning. Just feeling shitty right now.
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I like playful relationships:
I’ll call you names cause saying ‘babe’ all the time gets old. I’ll laugh at you. I’ll tease you. I’ll push your buttons just to see you get mad cause it’s cute. I’ll hit you playfully. I’ll hold you from behind and kiss you suddenly. I’ll jump on you out of nowhere. I’ll make stupid faces with you. We’ll do stupid things together.
Things that I am good at:
Yesterday I played Just Dance for like 5 hours and watched a movie with two of my good friends. Later that night I hung out with more people and found myself pretty bored. Yesterday I learned that I tend to put myself in awkward situations. I know I shouldn’t use the fact of me being too nice as an excuse but that’s what I blame it on. I learned that people are crazy and rude and I hate drunk people more than anything. The good things I learned out of the day was that sometimes you just need to have fun and just dance, seriously.
Today I went to visit some friends at UNH, I learned that I hated it there. I learned that people these days are honestly not capable of keeping the same plans, everything always has to be changed or be made into something more complicated. I learned that I scare myself too easily and sometimes the only thing that will make me stop thinking is by blasting my music.
Today I went to visit some friends at UNH, I learned that I hated it there. I learned that people these days are honestly not capable of keeping the same plans, everything always has to be changed or be made into something more complicated. I learned that I scare myself too easily and sometimes the only thing that will make me stop thinking is by blasting my music.
Being from Sheffield...
I love the Arctic Monkeys.
And... Kate Nash - Fluorescent Adolescent (a Arctic Monkeys cover) is awesome also.
And... Kate Nash - Fluorescent Adolescent (a Arctic Monkeys cover) is awesome also.
Ask me what I want to do with my life. Ask me what I want to be. Truth is, I don’t know if I want to be anything. I want to travel the world. I want to see everything there is to see, and take pictures of it all. I want love and friendship and memories. I want freedom. I want my life to be absolutely full of adventure. I want to live, and I mean really live.
Five Things I Can’t Live Without:
1. My friends,
take a moment, promise me this, that you’ll stand by me forever.
take a moment, promise me this, that you’ll stand by me forever.
2. Music,
people haven’t always been there for me but music always has.
people haven’t always been there for me but music always has.
3. Laughing,
I love people who make me laugh.
I love people who make me laugh.
4. Attractive boys,
not psychotic or dramatic, I like boys and that is that.
not psychotic or dramatic, I like boys and that is that.
5. Love,I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives.
5 people who mean a lot to me (in no order whatsoever):
1) Sammy Riccio
2) Allie Grimes
3) Joe Murphy
4) Natalie Kuloweic
5) My sister
My biggest insecurity?
My skin - colour, scars, acne. You don’t know how jealous I get when I see girls with clear complexions or even just one tiny pimple at the least. This might sound a bit mellow-dramatic to some of you who don’t understand, but it’s EXTREMELY hard for me to make full eye contact…
Nine things about myself:
1) I love diners. A lot.
2) I love horses and horseback riding. Riding is the only time I feel completely free, happy, and proud.
3) Christmas is my favourite holiday and I love going to New York City during the Christmas season.
4) I love hoodies. Oversized hoodies that is.
5) I am obsessed with movies. Can’t get enough of them.
6) I want to travel the world.
7) Music is one of my favorite things in the world. Iron & Wine, Mumford and Sons, Fleet Foxes, and Marshall Mathers are my favourites, but I listen to a lot of different stuff.
8) I love food. I love trying new foods and really like to eat. Cookie dough is all I eat when i’m sad. And pancakes are my favorite midnight snack.
9) I really like being out late at night, on the road or at a diner.
2) I love horses and horseback riding. Riding is the only time I feel completely free, happy, and proud.
3) Christmas is my favourite holiday and I love going to New York City during the Christmas season.
4) I love hoodies. Oversized hoodies that is.
5) I am obsessed with movies. Can’t get enough of them.
6) I want to travel the world.
7) Music is one of my favorite things in the world. Iron & Wine, Mumford and Sons, Fleet Foxes, and Marshall Mathers are my favourites, but I listen to a lot of different stuff.
8) I love food. I love trying new foods and really like to eat. Cookie dough is all I eat when i’m sad. And pancakes are my favorite midnight snack.
9) I really like being out late at night, on the road or at a diner.
Ten of my flaws/imperfections:
1. I hate the way I look in the mirror, especially with my clothes off.
2. I worry about everything too much. Past, present, future.
3. And yet, ironically, I never think or plan ahead as to what I’m going to do next.
4. After I do something wrong because of that, I beat myself up over it.
5. I tend to be overprotective in a relationship. Not to the point of not letting my guy do anything or talk to anybody, but it manifests as jealousy. But it’s just because I’m insecure about losing them.
6. I try to phrase things in a way where it doesn’t hurt somebody’s feelings, sometimes too much.
7. I flirt, but I’m too insecure to really make the first move more often than not.
8. I get really depressed a lot.
9. I get the “you’re irresponsible” talk a lot, especially with money, and I’m trying to do better.
10. I’m afraid of my temper.
2. I worry about everything too much. Past, present, future.
3. And yet, ironically, I never think or plan ahead as to what I’m going to do next.
4. After I do something wrong because of that, I beat myself up over it.
5. I tend to be overprotective in a relationship. Not to the point of not letting my guy do anything or talk to anybody, but it manifests as jealousy. But it’s just because I’m insecure about losing them.
6. I try to phrase things in a way where it doesn’t hurt somebody’s feelings, sometimes too much.
7. I flirt, but I’m too insecure to really make the first move more often than not.
8. I get really depressed a lot.
9. I get the “you’re irresponsible” talk a lot, especially with money, and I’m trying to do better.
10. I’m afraid of my temper.
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