You may not know it yet,  maybe you’ll never even think about it, but I’m special. You’re going to meet a lot  of girls throughout your life,  and a lot of them will be special to you. But I’m telling you right now,  you’ll never find another me.

That moment when you see something you didn’t want to see and your heart drops.

:(

15 Acronyms you hear everyday, but you never really stopped to find their meaning.


1. ZIP codeZone Improvement Plan code
2. M&M’s (chocolate): Mars & Murrie’s
3. Re: (in an email): Regarding (not reply!)
4. T9 (on mobiles): Texting on 9 keys
5. HTTPHypertext Transfer Protocol
6. LaserLight Amplification by the Stimulated Emission of Radiation
7. JPEGJoint Photographic Experts Group
8. IMAX (movies): Image Maximum
9. RadarRadio Detection and Ranging
10. LegoLeGodt (“play well” in Danish)
11. OkOll Korrect (“All Correct”)
12. Wi-fiWireless Fidelity
13. CAPTCHA (this): Completely Automated Public Turing test to tell Computers and Humans Apart
14. RSVPRépondez S‘il Vous Plaît (“Reply Please”)
15. Yahoo! (the website): Yet Another Hierarchial Official Oracle
I know it’s scary for you to put your feelings out there… cause you never know if the person you like is gonna like you back. Everyone feels that way, but you never know what might happen.
We use to be super close. Things were great between us. I loved having you around. You’re such a beautiful person, and I ruined everything between us. I’ve told you before that I’m sorry. I doubt you accepted it. I understand. I didn’t mean to let the cat out of the bag. I told you why it happened. Again, I’m truly sorry. I really wish we could be good friends again. I always imagined us being good friends, going out together to do some photography and teach you new things. I just wish we can both be happy as friends.

I never wanted this to happen.
Again, I’m sorry.
Me: Dad, how can I be sure if a guy really likes me or not?

Dad: If a guy really likes you, he would do whatever it takes to be yours. You see, there are two kinds of "being interested". One is, when a guy likes you but has his heart open to other girls. This is the kind that isn't so serious about being serious. The other kind of "being interested" is the kind that I want a guy to be interested in you. This is the kind whose eyes are set on you, and only you. No other girls. The one that sends you those long text messages on how much he means to you, gives you goodmorning and goodnight calls telling you to have a good day and to have sweet dreams. If a guy really wants to you to be his, he wouldn't be ashamed to introduce you his friends and even better, his family. I would want you to have a guy that when he looks into my daughter's eyes, he feels like he doesn't belong anywhere else but your heart.

Things that I am good at:

  • Pushing people away.

  • Sleeping.

  • Fucking things up.

  • Forgetting to text people back.

  • Eating food.

  • Crying.

  • Taking really long showers.

  • That awkward moment when you repeat a word so many times, that it loses its meaning, and it just sounds like a strange sound coming out of your mouth, then you’re not even sure if it’s a real word or not...
     
    Just got that.
    When you meet that one person that can put a smile on your face so easily, you forget about every person that put a frown on your face so easily.
    Yesterday I played Just Dance for like 5 hours and watched a movie with two of my good friends. Later that night I hung out with more people and found myself pretty bored. Yesterday I learned that I tend to put myself in awkward situations. I know I shouldn’t use the fact of me being too nice as an excuse but that’s what I blame it on. I learned that people are crazy and rude and I hate drunk people more than anything. The good things I learned out of the day was that sometimes you just need to have fun and just dance, seriously.

    Today I went to visit some friends at UNH, I learned that I hated it there. I learned that people these days are honestly not capable of keeping the same plans, everything always has to be changed or be made into something more complicated. I learned that I scare myself too easily and sometimes the only thing that will make me stop thinking is by blasting my music.
    Just a little piece I created in class today.

    I wish I had blue or green eyes.

    I just have brown eyes. :(